Once upon a clock...

Sonny and I went to each other's churches a few weeks back. Mine is in the morning and his is in the evening. Long story short he told me he loved me when we went for a walk after his service. I don't know why but that's what he said.

He kissed me the next day.

He wants to spend the rest of our lives together. I don't want to be let down. I don't know where to turn. I want to trust and believe him. I want to be smart about it too though. I don't want to be another statistic.

And now I'm here. Tired. Confused. And anxious.

And then I'm leaving for a week.

Sometimes I spend too much time on Blogthings.com.

You Are Apple Iced Tea

You are warm hearted and generous. You believe it's important to make others feel comfortable. You are a bit of a cozy homebody who feels out of place in the warm weather. You'll drink iced tea but you prefer the hot stuff. You are more serious than most, and you shy away from superficial people. You prefer to look beyond the surface. You like deep conversations, engrossing novels, and moving films. You find ideas and human interaction fascinating.

What Flavor Iced Tea Are You?

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You Speak New England Slang

New England Slang: 75% Canadian Slang: 50% Prison Slang: 25% Aussie Slang: 0% British Slang: 0% Southern Slang: 0%

What Slanguage Do You Speak?

Your Taste in Music Says You're Wild

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Your Gift is Intellect

You are a big thinker, and you're always playing with new ideas. You are curious about the world. You enjoy learning and developing new theories. You enjoy researching, analyzing, and solving problems. Thinking hard feels good! You're the type of person who finds most mental tasks to be easy. You love to stretch your brain.

What's Your Gift?

You Act Like You Are 23 Years Old

You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone must delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has passed.

What Planet Should You Rule?

What Your Name Says About You

Your name says that you are mostly: Commanding but aloof Your name also says you are: Artistic but extreme Passionate but flighty Fiery but unbalanced

What Does Your Name Say About You?

You Need Success to Be Happy

You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well. Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don't like getting sidetracked. You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work. Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a back job.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

You Have Not Been Ruined by American Culture

You're nothing like the typical American. In fact, you may not be American at all. You have a broad view of the world, and you're very well informed. And while you certainly have been influenced by American culture (who hasn't?), it's not your primary influence. You take a more global philosophy with your politics, taste, and life. And you're always expanding and revising what you believe.

Has American Culture Ruined You?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

You Are the Storyteller

You have a way with words, and you love hearing yourself talk. You are at your best when you have an audience, and you can carry on a conversation with anyone. You are light hearted and fun - a natural entertainer. It's a side of you that you can't really turn off. You thrive on attention (perhaps a little too much), and you love applause. When you allow yourself to be serious, you can be a moving and articulate speaker. Your words have power, and not just the power to make people laugh.

What Role Do You Play?

You Are the Library

You are very intellectual and well read. You tend to be absorbed in your own interests. You can seem a bit standoffish. To be honest, you're not that interested in other people. You are comforted by the things you own. You tend to be a pack rat. It's likely that you have many old possessions that you treasure. You rarely throw anything away.

What Room of the House Are You?

Sometimes I get off topic because the former topic didn't matter.

So about the Owl City concert. My parents approved it. Then I checked to order the tickets. There was only one left. I know I'm a loser but I am still not going to sit at a little cafe all by myself just to hear music. I mean maybe if I was a little older but two of my friends were supposed to go with me and I wouldn't go without them. It sold out in only a few days. It was HORRIBLE!!!!! I officially HATE ticketmaster.com. They are dreadful.

Sonny is supposably hanging out again with "Brenda". Ugh. Okay so maybe I am a bit jealous. But dude, really? He finally asked me to be his girlfriend and today is his birthday. But he's going to spend the day with Brenda while I stay at home waiting for my family to get back from seeing my niece, Ava May, at the hospital.

I love my little niece! She was born premature by about two months. She was 3.4 pounds and 16 and a half inches long! She was the biggest baby in the NICU. So was my nephew, Connor Joel (they're cousins though, not siblings) but he was just a BIG baby. Ava May has dark curly brown hair but it looks like she may have blue eyes, even though I know that all babies don't have their real eye pigment for awhile and my cousin's eyes were blue for a year before they turned brown forever, but Sara and Jason (her parents) want her to have dark brown hair (like Jason) and blue-green eyes (like Sara) and her eyes have gotten bluer in the past couple weeks. She's actually three weeks old today and will probably be able to go home next Friday. It's pretty sad though because Sara and Jason live on the island and Sara's been staying with us so it feels like I have a sister for once and soon I won't again. But I'm still glad that they'll be able to be in their home with their little girl.

The thing I like about having a blog is that I get to write what I want. I get to talk about my little niece and nephew without boring people. I don't have to just talk to my mom about them I can actually say what I want. That's what's nice about having a blog that you don't show anyone. There isn't any pressure. It's just you and your computer. You don't have to worry about people asking you why you said that. And when you say you're mad you don't have a hundred people going: What's wrong!? What happened!?. Instead, I can say I'm mad and explain myself freely because no one will probably EVER read this. So if I say: I'm kind of doubting this whole issue that my life has been based around and no longer completely agree with my parents' political views or something, I don't have to worry about people judging me because I always feel like someone is judging everything I say.

I tend to draw eyes a lot and apparently that means that you feel paranoid that someone may be watching you. I always feel that way. I feel like someone is looking at me. Not in the whole: I'm so beautiful! Everyone always stares! *obnoxious laughter* way but in the "They think I'm an idiot. They think I'm hideous, they don't think I should be here. They think I'm in the way." way. You know? Does that happen to other people. Or sometimes I just think they're waiting for me to mess up which I then do. It's horrible. It's not always completely conscious that I feel that way. I'll be drawing an eyes mostly because I'm good at it now and realize that I'm actually pretty nervous. It's just something that happens.

Wow that was a bunch of different topics. Well, later taters.

Sometimes I get surprised.

You Are Twitter

You are energetic to the point of being hyperactive. You are the ultimate multitasker. You don't have much of an attention span for anything. You like things short and sweet. You can't help but let everyone know what you're doing, even if it's just what you're having for dinner. You are big on sharing what's going on in your life. If anything, you share too much!

Are You Facebook, MySpace, or Twitter?

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You Are "enter"

Some people might try to say you're impulsive and rash. You like to consider yourself decisive and committed instead. You don't have a lot of trouble making very final decisions. You trust your instincts, and you don't waver. You just go for it!

What Keyboard Key Are You?

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Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Sometimes I change my results.

You Are 95% Addicted to Blogthings

You're always discovering new Blogthings, even before they're announced. That's what we like to call a "quick draw". Forget taking Blogthings, you should be working for Blogthings! You're a Blogthings expert.

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

Purple is my favorite Color!!!

You Should Live in a Purple State

Your preferences are 55% Blue, 45% Red You may not be a swing voter, but you feel comfortable around moderate people. You tend to do best in states with a red and blue mix - like Nevada and North Carolina. You are adaptable. You can converse with a church crowd as easily as with grad students.

Should You Live in a Red State or a Blue State?

Sleep tight!

Your Bed Says You Have Your Head in the Clouds

Outward appearances are a concern of yours, but not your primary concern. You try to take care of yourself and your home, but it's not an obsession. You are an organized and disciplined person. You do the right thing because you want to, not because people expect you to. You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things. In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge. You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?