You know what I would like? I want to reality to come and hit a few people upside the head and say: STOP IT! Stop being an idiot and look at the whole situation! You're happy for you but you're happy for you only in this moment of time. Yes, enjoy it, but no, don't take it for granted and stop shoving it in everyone's faces. Stop letting yourself control everything. It isn't just you right now. NEWTON'S THIRD LAW OF MOTION! Don't you get this!
And then when reality is hitting them, they'll get it.
This is ridiculous.
Can I handle it? Should I let this go? Should I count the days now? Maybe I could wait it out? Nothing lasts forever, right? I don't even know if Plan B will work! I can't get rid of step 1 when there isn't a step 2. Right? But if I'm irritated and annoyed, then it's my fault. But it isn't. But it is. But no! That isn't how it works.
This isn't a one way street. I'm on a highway! Everything is happening fast and things are coming from exits that I must have missed when I thought I was watching and then there are police cars everywhere and then bumper to bumper traffic! But then it's quiet and a bunch of cars went off that exit back there to go to the city and it's okay again. Then I almost crash into someone's red SUV and notice the exit on my right. Crap. There are more cars.
This is my life right now. I don't know what to do about it. I'm giving up.
You have the wicked ability to make no sense and all the sense in the world at the same time. One can only be in awe of something brilliant like that. (Forgive the corny-ness, but hopefully I got my point across.)
ReplyDeleteHonestly, that made my day even though it's well over a month later. I just never even realized that someone would comment. Well, thank you A. I don't know who you are but I'm pretty sure that made my month.
ReplyDelete-Maggie